klong ton nua wattana. (on loop)
(alamat ofis thailand)
when i woke up in hospital when aydan kuning:
mana kawan aydan? aydan ada 2 kawan. (cari kawan aydan)
(actually my mind was tricking me, kawan means both his hand)
when i was alone at home unattended:
siakap senohong gelama ikan duri, bercakap bohong lama2 mencuri. (on loop)
there are so many times i almost lost grip on my sanity. azan. Allahu Akbar. istighfar. i am still sane because of these and only these. and my husband too.
oh Niza. pls be strong. Amin.