not because of u baby.
because of me.
i try so hard to fill expectation of people.
first i don't know u r hungry.
then your jaundice went up because u r hungry.
then you don't want to latch to me.
then i don't have enough milk.
then i can't cope with your night schedule.
but u know what? it is becoming easier.
i found love in your smile.
and in your grunt. yes you grunt even as a baby. hahah. cute.