As i lay here breathing
Looking at your face
Trying to imagine what it would feel like if i'm not married.
But i can't.
I cannot imagine not having you to call mine.
To hug you when i can.
To kiss you when i can.
Sure you are now reachable whenever.
But it never lessen.
The need to be near you.
The need to hug you. kiss you.
it didn't lessen at all.
We fight daily.
like really over such small thing such as putting the pot in the sink when i'm not ready to wash it.
Or me not throwing away my thrash, Or you not washing your cup.
But when i close my eyes and imagine being single.
Not married.
Still wandering the world looking for someone to complete me.
I fell so lonely.
And i realize that i never want to not marry you.
You are perfect to me.
Yelling at me or not.
Nagging at me or not.
I love you even when i am crying from frustration.
I love you even when i am bored and binging on fanfic or netflix.
I love you ugly, angry and almost naked (in boxer) everyday.
And i hope you feel the same love.